Hidden Feelings

To you:
You said i don't have to act as though i'm strong and have no feelings at all in front of u? Well, i'm sorry to break the news to you. But this is juz who i am. I bottle up my feelings eventhough i'm badly hurt deep down inside. How can i explain all this to u without telling u all the personal stuff which i don't feel like sharing with anyone? I've been hurt so badly before, and it takes me a long time to trust someone again. And the ice-cube act? It's juz to hide how vulnerable i am deep down inside. But anyways, it doesn't matter, coz u never read my blog anyway, and there's absolutely no way i'll tell u all this stuff face-to-face.

Actually, to be honest, i've never really thought i'd feel this way. I've always thought whatever you say doesn't bother me, but well, i guess i'm wrong. Don't ask me why, because this is one question i'll never be able to answer.